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Towards You

February 4, 2011

Consumed by this heartache
Forgetting whats right
Confused by these fabrications
Should I take my own life
Love has no meaning 
And nothing is real
Pain is irrelevant 
Hatred is all I feel
Towards you!!

Watch as I stumble
And then you'll see
How much stronger I am 
When it's just me
Watch as I crumble that very next day
Further and further I'm running away
Because of you
Never should have trusted you!!

I'm seeing these angels
It's all in my head
This is impossible
No way I am dead
Lost to this explanation 
That I'm losing my mind
Run out of places always trying to hide
From you... There is no escaping you!!

No more hurting 
Nothing is wrong
There are no more lies
I've been dead all along
Love has no meaning 
Nothing is real
Pain is irrelevant 
Hatred is all I feel 
Towards you!!


Copyright © 2006
 

Anger Rising

February 3, 2011

Follow the masses 
herded like sheep
Directed by the whip 
threatening to beat

Anger Rising
Hatred coursing through veins
Till it becomes to much
and the flock breaks the reins

The loyal flock scatters
like a brick through glass
Kicking along pieces
as if kicking emotions of the past

These emotions everlasting
threatening to over come
the pain that feeds 
making everything numb
The hatred kept secret
waiting to be released
A domestic animal
Turned rabid beast

When abused like cattle
even an animal will learn
If yo...


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Beg 4

February 2, 2011

Dream for me insightful one.
Show me the path I must tread.

Pray for me Holy one.
Without I am lost amongst the dead.

Cry for me Weeping one.
For I have no tears left to shed.

Give to me Generous one.
All I have of value lay inside of my head.


Copyright © 2007

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Unclean

February 2, 2011

My life has become a welcome mat to misery and pain.
Happiness flows away from me, like water down a drain.
I have become a filter holding nothing but rust.
Like an unbeaten rug, consuming nothing but dirt and dust.
I am an unwashed shelf, accumulating nothing but grime.
I am a shell of a man doing his time.
I am a reflection of whom I used to be.
Who I am now remains a mystery.


Copyright © 2006

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ILLUSION

February 2, 2011

In a daze I sit and stare.
I think, what do I have in common with this blue chair.
It has four legs, I have two.
The only similarity I can see, is we are both blue.
It occupies the spot in front of my desk.
Just like my life the desk is a mess.
Nothing in order, everything scattered and askew. 
Damn, the desk symbolizes my life to.
It is sad to think these objects represent what I have become. 
Just like the table and chair, I cannot run.
Stuck in one spot, not how I wish this to be.
Yet I can't move. T...


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Red, White, and Blue

February 2, 2011

For my country, I stand tall.
Together we stand. Together we fall.
Blue stands for courage.
Red stands for heart.
White stands for freedom, Then we are back to the start.
White stands for peace.
Blue stands for us.
Reds stands for unity,
Together mean trust.
Red stands for leadership.
White stands for grace.
Blue stands for power.
This is an American place.


Copyright © 2003

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Love Explained

January 30, 2011

Love is an art,

created in many ways.

Yet it remains a mystery,

and sometimes betrays.

Never knowing how deep,

to this the heart is blind.

Never knowing how pure,

The heart always decieves the mind.

Love makes you feel crazy,

when you and your mate are apart.

Staying strong seems futile,

and pain bears upon your heart.

It threatens to win you over,

as your mind dances with deciet.

But when you think of the one you love,

Your heart never fails to skip a beat.


Copyright © 2010

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Cry, Cry, Cry

January 30, 2011

NO MATTER WHAT, IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU.
BOO, HOO, HOO, WHAT THE FUCK'S NEW!
FIX IT YOURSELF.
BROKEN? THEN BREAK IT AGAIN!
CRY, CRY, CRY.
ATTENTION...... GET OVER YOURSELF,
GOODBYE.
WHAT'S THAT???
CRY, CRY, CRY!!!


Copyright © 2010

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One In The Same

January 30, 2011

You are my fire,
when it gets cold.
You are my light,
when i can't see.
You are the beating of my heart.
You are the very breath i breathe.
You are my Wendy from Peter Pan.
You are my angel with skin milk white.
You are my legs when i can't stand.
You are everything i need in this life.
You are the thoughts,
always in my head.
you are the inspiration,
that guides my pen.
You are my hope when i need to smile.
You are my soul that gives me strength.
You are my memories that keep me sane.
What i am trying to say...


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My Demon

January 30, 2011

I'm lost to myself
weak and alone
a demon dwells inside me
my heart is now its home

i have become a plague
inflicting misery everywhere i go
the demon that dwells inside
has claimed me to be its home

it laughs at my failure
and feeds upon my pain
it feeds at me from the inside out
it whispers we're both the same

it rewards me with temptations
through out each and every day
it says one of us will die
i hope its right because living has become agony

so to whom it may concern
i've lost my will to care
the demon i...


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About the author


Michael L. Feldpausch aka: Mikey~day I was born in Jackson Michigan on December, 14th 1986. I have been writing since i can remember. I get my inspiration from people that have came into my life and left an "impact" if you will. My passions are Writing, Debating, Wrestling Entertainment, Poker and my daughter. My dream job is writing for WWE

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