Ignoring the pain, My life goes on still, Holding the memories, I take my pill, I think of him, And remember the fun, And the things we did, And it hits like a ton, \I see him and, My heart drops, I start to cry, My stomach flip-flops, I know I must move forward, I know I can not cry, I know this is hard, I know this is no lie, My God I love him, This is what needs to mend, This can not be true, Tell me this is not the end.